HER perception

You don't deserve me. You never did. You didn't deserve the way I made you feel, or the ways I supported you when you wanted to give up.

I would message you all the time

no matter what, no matter how busy I was, and no matter how tired I was.

I would always make time for you because I didn't know any different. I was always taught that if you care about someone, you should show it.

But you were clearly taught differently. For you to just throw it all away and forget about me shows how much you actually cared. You made me think I was everything to you.

It's not possible for someone to mean "everything" to you, and then for you to just go and throw it all away and pretend like it never happened.

I know you don't care about me anymore, and I know you're not thinking about me. So I'm forgetting about you too.

I know my worth and deserve to be valued. Despite everything, a part of me still wants you, but I can't ignore how you made me feel—like I was always giving while you were taking.

I was always there for you, hoping you'd see my effort and love, but it seems you never truly valued me. You made me believe I was everything to you, yet your actions said otherwise.

It hurts to admit, but I deserve someone who appreciates me and sees my worth. While part of me longs for the person I thought you were, I know I need more than you gave.

I'm learning to let go and focus on myself, finding strength and realizing I deserve a love that's equal and real. I hope one day you'll understand the value of what we had, but until then, I'm moving forward to find myself.