A Normal Routine with Abnormal Ques.

And again my doc ask me one more question
That I haven't ans really but I also had somewhere.

Doc- have u ever been depressed?

[I smile very disturbed way
But this question made me suck]
Why he asked me that
Maybe he was just curious. don't knw

Me- yaa every time I guess!
Doc- what's it like being depressed?

me with my stupid ans- it feels like u don't remember what better feels
And then you do things that u think will make u feel better,
But they don't.
They make it worse
And the things that I'm really scared of doing are probably that will help me the most,
But I just can't do them or even u won't wanna try.

Doc tells me that his wife also a bipolar some time ago,
That he asked her also the same question.

Sometimes it's just easier for people to be sad she tries, like really really tries.
Everybody tries.
And I understand that depression makes your brain
Think again that things are not true,
But I wish people like my wife would listen to, like u also
Instead of their brain
Like good people,
not that narrow people.
U knw what u look like after this,
Sweetest person ever.......- Doc said.....