Oh Lord

through my depressions

through my loveless and lonely nights

you watch 

see me struggle

tears run down my eyes

blood down my heart

you stand up for me 

you fight for me

I am not in the state of mind to demand or command

but you decide

let my head lay on your laps

my mind might be at war 

but your peace is what I desire

Help

Is it a prayer or request

I dare not say 

for truthfully I know not

but thank you for listening