COSMIC CHAOS NEWS

Hi and welcome creatures of the world. Welcome new members and subscribers. 🖤

I don’t know about you, but the start of 2025 hits deeply. 🤯 How about you?

This letter is very personal, and I’m grateful to everyone taking the time to read these lines.

Sharing this isn’t easy for me, it took a lot of courage to write. Over the past months, I’ve realized that I’m no longer on the path I set out for myself and honestly, that realization hit hard. It feels bittersweet, especially since the cards I pulled for January were Judgment and The Hanged Man. Fitting, right? 🫠

When I started this journey, it was fueled by passion, creativity, and a deep desire to support people and explore an alternative pricing to traditional capitalism. But somewhere along the way, things shifted. The pressure of turning spirituality into a full-time business drained my energy, joy and authenticity. I found myself doing things I said I’d never do: selling my energy and services in ways or for prices that didn’t feel right to me.

People often say, “You deserve to charge for your energy.” While I understand that perspective, my gut tells me otherwise. Advertising and raising prices over and over? That’s not me. Using someone’s struggles or vulnerability to make a living? That’s definitely not me. Spirituality is sacred and your challenges, shaped by the world as it is, should never be my profit. My work is about connection, inclusion, and empowerment, not exclusivity, ego or financial gain.

I’ve also seen how much spirituality is influenced by trends and capitalism. Raising awareness is wonderful, but not at the cost of integrity. I don’t believe in hierarchy, where people look up to “gurus” or “healers” as if they hold the answers. The answers are within us. My work is about helping people reconnect with their own magic, power, and truth, not feeding into systems that make us feel we need someone else to tell us what’s right.

To me, Tarot and Astrology are sacred tools, not predictions or promises. They’re mirrors, helping us understand ourselves, do the hard inner work and grow. That’s what fulfills me: supporting people navigate their journeys, not telling them how to live.

But in trying to make this my full-time job, I lost sight of what truly matters. The pressure to take on more clients, earn more, and survive self-employment drained me creatively, emotionally, and mentally. So I’ve decided to make a change.

I’m taking on a regular job to cover my bills, so I can return to spiritual work as a side project and approaching it with love, authenticity, and honesty, without the pressure of “selling my soul.” ❤️‍🔥

Moving forward, I’ll be offering fewer sessions and with a basic price and a “social pricing” option. If you feel inspired to give more, your generosity will always be appreciated. If the basic price is a challenge, reach out and we’ll find a solution. This feels more aligned with my values and will allow me to explore future events and raise donations.

Every session teaches me something. Not just about you, but about the energy we all share as human beings. This connection is what fulfills me. It’s why I started, and it’s what I want to hold onto as I move forward with this community.

Thank you for walking this path with me and trusting me to share and join in your journey.

And now enjoy the Newsletter. 🖤

As I will be filmed for a documentary I would like to invite you to one of the following events.

The documentary is for ZDF and 37 Grad—a portrait of society and its stories. This film aims to spread awareness that Tarot today is much more than fortune-telling. It’s increasingly recognized for its psychological approach, offering meaningful support in our modern world.

It’s important to show another perspective, breaking away from the stigmas of misuse or cultural appropriation for trends. If you feel empowered, you’re welcome to share your perspective in a short interview—they’d love to hear why you engage with Tarot or attend these events. Of course, there’s no obligation; only if you feel comfortable sharing. 🖤

Would you like to join the Tarot Stammtisch on Sunday, the 26th, at Zum Starken August in Prenzlauer Berg?

More info can be found here. The event will mainly be in German.

The second event is on Monday, the 27th, at Movement Social Club. You’re invited to join a free Yoga Nidra sessionled by the wonderful Barbara. They’ll be filming briefly to capture additional scenes beyond Tarot, showcasing the beauty of connection and mindfulness.

As someone who loves giving meditations but rarely finds time to attend them, I’m taking this as an opportunity to simply be present in an environment that feels natural to me—the Movement Social Club. It’s also a chance to shine a light on another inspiring soul and her beautiful work.

Please join only if you’re comfortable with being filmed. We really want to keep the scenes authentic, with no staged moments. This is about capturing genuine experiences in a natural way.

For me, this is a big challenge too. I’m not a fan of being in front of the camera but I feel like this is a good chance to end some stigma around Tarot and other spiritual tools, practices.

❤️‍🔥The Club❤️‍🔥

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Wishing you lots of magical moments. May your start of 2025 be gentle and kind.

Much love

Skai